The breaking?
interactive timeline?
Annika: Annika’s breaking started with living with a person with D.I.D., or dissociative Identity Disorder. She eventually became this person’s full-time care giver, mentor, coach, and supporter, at the eventual cost of her sanity. Each attempt for Annika to receive help from the outside world ended with her ego being more and more battered, her appropriate defenses around her partner’s control more and more undermined. Pressured from all ends, Annika’s psyche fractured for the first time, splitting into constituent parts to match her partner’s mental state. After reintegrating by herself for the first time, Annika fractured again, matching her partner’s alters as they SOMETHING. After her partner left In 2019, Annika began, by herself, to knit each of the distinct parts of her psyche and personality back together;she spent days at a time screaming, crying, raging, or lying petrified with fear for hours on end. In December 2019, Annika became a whole person again, albeit one with some deep wounds. She had also met all of her parts, including the part that could see the clear nature of Reality. She then spent the next two+ years trying to reintegrate into a society that she now could see was insane.
Aaron: In December of 2021, Aaron’s personality fractured. As the result of repressing a world of trauma for far too long, Aaron’s already fragmented personality began to break down. He began to feel suicidal, and not-long after ended up hospitalized at a public psych ward. During that time, Aaron’s psyche broke down entirely, ending up with a mind mirroring symptoms closer to those with DID. In the months following, Aaron lives life shifting in between parts of himself, entirely unconscious of that process. After trying just about everything, Aaron had come close to giving up hope. It was in those conditions that he met Annika in May 2022.
You can read more about our respective Breakings and journeys towards wholeness on our Substack, which can be found here!
*Breaking, noun: A time that describes the total shattering of an ego or identity, on scale that has up until this point not been experienced by humanity.





