Hey! We’re the Bigeleisens.
We’re the world’s first polynousists.
When Annika and I (Aaron) met in May of 2022, we had both reached the end of our ropes. I had become suicidal and was struggling with persistent thoughts of self harm, suicide, and murderous intentions towards others. Annika was living a life of solitude after years of searching for and failing to find peers in the new paradigm into which she had been birthed.
She had a belief, and I was desperate enough to try it:
What if there was a new religion waiting to be born, one that included and transcended all of the religions and belief systems before it? What if there was a belief system that, when applied properly, could heal all of the ill and hell that the world now holds?
And what if the only way to discover that religion was by walking through each of those hells together?
enter polynousism.
When Annika and I (Aaron) met in May of 2022, we had both reached the end of our ropes. I had become suicidal and was struggling with persistent thoughts of self harm, suicide, and murderous intentions towards others. Annika was living a life of solitude after years of searching for and failing to find peers in the new paradigm into which she had been birthed.
She had a belief, and I was desperate enough to try it:
What if the only way to reconnect to all of the parts of ourselves was by intentionally entering into an enmeshed, dysfunctional, co-dependent, abusive, narcissistic/enabler relationship? And what if the only way to integrate that relationship was through getting closer, rather than further apart?
Since then we’ve navigated shouting matches, threatening demeanors, posturing, begging, sobbing, door slamming, month-long separations, and more.
So, why did we enter into this relationship? Worse yet, why are we staying in this relationship? And why, for God’s sake, are we being so public about it?